Good God, my last update was in July???

Hokay so I have a looooot to catch up on! I think I'll start from school. This year is my sophomore year! I'm pretty pumped, in all honesty. This year my teachers are mostly cool with my favorite being Mrs. Trcka by a landslide. She's my WHAP teacher and she makes the class awesome. For those who aren't aware I'm also in music theory in the hopes that my rock career will benefit from theoretical knowledge. Speaking of, I hada gig on August 28th, which was incredibly awesome! I really need to get another one of those going... Anyway, lacrosse has started up and it's awesome as ever! Some of the new freshman are pretty cool (Mitch, Caleb, Michael, and Dylan)! Being a goalie has never been better and this seasonshould be hard but fun. We have a round robin tournament at West Lake in November and I'm stoked. A few weeks back I met my current girlfriend Alix at a Mcneil football game. I went to the Mcneil side to see my favorite Catholic Sanders and happened to meet Alix through an incredibly outgoing friend. Lessee... On October 12th I turned 16 and I had a really fun night with Christian, Kolton, Sanders and Alix. There was pool, quesadillas, and delicious flavored soda all around. The Monday after my birthday I went and got my license before school. I was terrified because the lady giving the test told me if I failed parallel parking I'd Gail the whole test! Luckily I passed and now drive Little Red, my beloved truck whom nobody should lay a finger on! I'm happy as can be at the moment, but just a bit tired. I'll try to update more often! As always, thanks for reading!
-Каиел (Kyle)

Ready to Fall

I was standin on a roof top ready to fall. It's kind of how I feel now. I don't know why but tonight my house feels claustrophobic. I want to leave, maybe take a walk in the dark. I know if I did my mom would have a fit. I called a few people but only two answered. I just feel restless. Maybe I'm just tired or something. Who knows? I re-learned Prayer of a Refugee today, and my love of Rise Against was reaffirmed. I can't wait for the new Red Hot Chili Peppers album to drop. I already love the Adventures of Rain Dance Maggie. It's a great song and I hope the rest of the album is good. Schools almost here and the only thing I yearn for are my license and football games. I think I have Miss Gladman again next year. I guess that's okay because she and I got along much better towards the end of the year. I miss that knucklehead Christian. Haven't gotten to hang with him in a week and it's weird cuz we've hung a ton this summer. We were going to make ghillie suits but we haven't even got the materials yet. It's weird to think I'm almost a sophomore. I've been alive over 15 and a half years. Well I think I'm done scattering my thoughts. Night. Thanks for reading.

The Desert Isn't Deserted

I've come so far from home. I'm in Phoenix, Arizona and have been for most of today. It may be the middle of the desert, but it is not deserted. My mom's friend from her time in Phoenix a long time ago invited us to hang with her and her kids, Jeffrey and Jillian. We walked to the top of a hill behind their house and watched a dust storm roll in to town. It was a time I won't forget with some people I already consider my friends. The day before, I was in Tombstone, Arizona to witness gunfights, buy a derby hat, and eat at the crystal palace saloon. The desert scalds during the day but the monsoons bring welcome relief. The dust storm was huge and enveloped the town for a good hour. I would have loved to have stayed with Jillian and Jeffrey longer. They were cool cats. Night, y'all. Thanks for reading.

I Feel

I feel many things. I'm excited. I'm going out of town for the 4th of July. I'll get to see the Grand Canyon, and a bunch of other cool stuff. I'm anxious. There are people I want to be with. I feel tired. That one should be pretty damn obvious. But in all seriousness I feel something for this girl. I know, I know. "Kyle we're tired of hearing romantic crap on your blog!" Deal with it, I say! But I don't know her well. I want to change it. I'm watching Chris Titus on comedy central. He says he found his ice cream truck. I hope I've found mine haha. Really I just want her to know I care though. If I can just do that. If I can just make her know what I would do for her to make her happy then I'd be satisfied. Thanks for reading and have a lovely evening.

The Night

Maybe it's just the night or maybe it's just me but I can't get her off my mind. I still smell her perfume and feel her hair against my face. I feel her body pressed against mine and I miss it. I'm lost tonight and right now my bed doesn't sound like a home. My mind is playing re-runs of tonight and I feel oddly romantic despite having just met her. It makes me think of the Paramore song "All I Wanted" because Hayley sings about how she gets up early to black and white re-runs of memories from her past. I think I'll get up tomorrow and she'll be on my mind again. My heart is pounding though, and my eyes are drifting in and out of focus. Maybe I'm tired and that's what's causing this. I'm glad we met, Lilium.

Why?

That's my question currently. My life is absolutely amazing. I am so incredibly happy, and could really ask for very little. School is ending, I had my best friend over tonight, and went to see a movie with the single most amazing girlfriend in the world. I'm laying in bed, it's dark, and all the little creatures of the night are going about their business. On the way home (Anna driving of course) i spotted a skunk, a couple stoners, and after getting out, a large owl. My mind is flying from one place to the next just reflecting on today. It's been amazing. I know this is a short post, but I'm tired. I think I'll go to bed now. Good morning, good evening, and I hope you like dreaming.

Blargh

That's about how I feel right now. I'm a sick little kid sitting at my kitchen table eating waffles with an hour to go before my lacrosse game and I feel pretty crappy. I am extremely happy though. I'm dating the amazing Anna Hamilton, I've got a double-header lax sesh today, and afterwards I'll prolly be hangin with some friends. It's going to be a great day. I can tell by the wind chimes in my back yard blowing and the birds chirping to anyone who might be listening. I'm feeling a bit better now that I've eaten. I think it's time for me to get moving. Thanks for reading!